I've felt isolated and depressed for days. And i wonder, has anyone noticed?

I'm depressed. showing classic signs. eating more and with little regard to my health. tired. staying up later, sleeping later. showering less. anxious. barely making it to work on time. disinterested.

for weeks. it's not super consistent.  i can still laugh, be grateful, and enjoy myself. but, i know what will happen if i pretend it's not ( Read more... )

nothing kills your morale at work like having a supervisor for another department come fuss at your entire team for not working hard enough even though most of you are an hour ahead of required productivity....

can it be Saturday yet?

This new weirdo, panicky pms thing can seriously go fuck itself...it's fucking up my progress...

Strong paranoia tonight..maddening...i need sleep...there's no one hiding in the dark, closed off nooks of my apartment...i need sleep...

I don't understand why I can't just be happy when I get what I want..

tonight, I'm crying because I'm 31 and living from bed time to bed time...when I was younger, I thought by now I'd be speaking 7 languages and rocking out every night...in reality, I barely have the emotional strength to get through my workday, much less work toward bettering myself...I've squandered so much passion and potential...

in bed, alone, ( Read more... )

I cried so much

There's nothing quite like waking up in the middle of the night in a panic about how you might just hate everyone and everything...

I've asked myself and others "why?" so many times today that I feel like a five year old...